49.
Miss Mira (Goodbye)
(July 22nd, 1968)
Dear Luigi,
I don't know if I'm right to write this to you,
but maybe it's better this way.
It is useless to drag on a
situation and then end it
in nothing.
I guess that, when you read
this letter of mine
you will curse
the day you met me
and you will hate me.
Please don't be so much
hard towards me.
Yes, it's true
hI was wrong behaving
so badly
respect you
but rather than live
in doubt
I prefer to say:
that’s enough!
Maybe one day I'll realize
to have ruined
a love
and then I could only be crying,
but it will be too
late!
I will keep
a nice memory of you,
of many happy moments
spent together.
I hope you can remember me
without hatred.
And may you find a woman
rwho makes you
happy
and helps you forget
all this.
I’ve decided to write to you
because seeing each other
once again
would be painful,
both for you and for me.
I hope you will understand
my feelings
and you won't ask me
for more explanations.
I greet you dearly
Mira